Funk
I’ve been sitting in an extreme funk since I came back from visiting the family a few weeks ago. My head is so busy I can’t even think for myself at the moment.
I’m struggling to fall asleep at night, and when I do fall asleep, I cannot stay asleep because I have so much going on. I am really struggling with insomnia and during the day it’s just killing me because I can’t get anything done because I’m so exhausted but my heads so busy. It’s a catch 22.
Anger, frustration and a total lack of knowing what to do next, just keeps swirling around my head.
Realizing how many years I’ve been gone and how very unhappy I have been here. And don’t mistake it, it’s not the country, it’s my life. It’s just that there’s nothing that makes me happy anymore. I don’t even know how to laugh. I don’t know what I like to eat or drink. The thought of having to make a decision just stops me completely.
I just feel like I’m over it already. Over the husband, the house, the dogs, the kids, the – the.. and it goes on and on.
Damn, I’m negative kinda makes no sense. Just got to wrap my head around it a little more and I’m sure things will straighten out.
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